Neko

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My brain is a tangled mess of knots that I cannot straighten out. I feel as though I'm in an impossible situation that I simply cannot solve. Some days, I wish I could just pack up and disappear from everything and everyone. Some days, I wish an ethereal specter would ascend from the heavens and whisk me off my feet. Some days, I wish I were a different person entirely. Most days, it feels like I'm playing a character rather than existing as a real, living, breathing human being. Most days, I prefer my fantasy world of romance and overblown drama to this. I just really dislike existing right now.